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I'm very indecisive.

I've been hearing people going on about how depressed they are lately, Mainly because allot of my friends tend to think that way, and its made me wonder what depression really means. Winch for anyone wondering by dictionary definition is 'Severe despondency and dejection, accompanied by feelings of hopelessness and inadequacy.' Now this wouldn't come as a surprise to some but I only used to think of depression as the very peak of sadness, where stress builds up to the point to which you feel useless and cannot control the events happening around you witch are getting worse. I later started to associate it with blaming yourself for issues and

After a lovley 2 week break I was finding myself feeling lazy and useless, attempting to do things turned out unsuccessful and whatever I tried came out sloppy and half arsed. With a week or so of getting back into the swing of things and chugging unhealthy amounts of coffee I'm feeling great, I have a breaking bad fan drawing nearly finished and a huge amount of motivation to not only draw but simply to create. Although I've been swinging in and out of my little stress bursts recently I've found myself feeling a little better about myself. I'm still attempting to suppress my constant thinking because all I do by over thinking things is get m